Enemy At The Gate

Yog-Sothoth

Along the ragged, carrion encrusted edge of obsidian darkness, which the unenlightened know simply as ‘Night’, I stand before a gate, time battered and worn. Long since has my methodically logical mind been ravaged and violated by obscene visions of its shattered Euclidean algorithms.A sickening half-light ceaselessly modulates, carrying the arcane whispering of the malignant spheres, leeching through from the void to weave and weft their abysmal insane choreography; the unending dance of primal chaos.

All in one, one in all, Yog-Sothoth awaits for the scornful sigils to be flesh-carved upon the worthy, anticipating the ecstatic reverberations of the orgasmic writhing of the filth-soaked Chosen Faithful. Yog-Sothoth, solitary and profane dark matter portal bearing within its totality the blood-filled Eden of Sitra Ahra. You who are lock, hole and indeed, sole Key to the greater Abyss; open now the ways!

O’ Ancient Lord of the ever unfolding cataclysm, multitudinous in your magnificence, lay your thousand burning eyes and baleful glare upon your servants and reveal your presence as our bridge and gateway. You alone shall illuminate the starlit pathways for the Unholy atavistic abominations to wend Their way home to our world, reclaiming what once was Theirs.

Remembered by few, honoured by less, They have heard the call of Their own; and we, the Chosen Faithful, possessed by our dreams and visions, have formed a frenzied mass of indescribable darkness extending across all of manifestation, inspired by Their madness and malice.

Master, we implore you to dig deep, dredge up and release to realisation, the deadly learnings and foulest yearnings within us, allowing us to partake of the hunger of the anti-cosmic horror from beyond the remotest stars. Yog-Sothoth, set now your rabid, starving hordes loose once again, tumbling and crawling upon the deepest recesses of spoiled places; long forgotten, withdrawn and brooding in ruinous umbra.

Earth shall tremble at Their coming, the gap in our reasoning widens as the hour of cold reckoning approaches. Stark winds of change, bearing razor-blade caresses, threatens to become apocalyptic storm.

Take heed and stock fair friends, the waves of Truth strike now upon the shores of conscious thought. A tide that sings of the darkness between the stars. The eyes of the drowned shall lock and no one can escape the deluge; except perhaps for the Chosen Faithful. Those few who cling to their archaic faith like limpets to a rock, sinful beyond measure, shall remain unscathed and elevated, transcended and transformed.

The Old Ones were, the Old Ones are, the Old Ones shall be. Rejoice now Unholy Ones, the harvest time has come…

Text : Sarah-Jayne Farrer & Matt Baldwin-Ives

‘Yog-Sothoth’: Matt Baldwin-Ives & Sarah-Jayne Farrer

Time-Bound

 

Time-Bound

Far beyond an Event Horizon
Out of sight of my shuddering scope
Is a realm of Pandimensional Antithesis.
A place beyond reason and hope.

In a vault, bound and chained waits a prisoner
Now nameless and faceless to all
Deathless and voiceless, it dreams there
Seething with lust, hate and scorn.

Nightside vessels of Naamah lay shattered
Watchful light from your dying star recedes
And your chains are now age worn and battered
Time hastens this Dark Lords release

Howling stars scream
Silence follows Madness
No flesh shall be spared.

Image: Time-Bound by Ian Thurlby
Words: Matt Baldwin-Ives

Once Upon A Future Never

Once upon a future never, a long time ago,
There lived a lady of coal black eyes,
Who wandered the woods of old.
Haunted by the whispering trees and spirits held within,
A startling crow of peacock hues,
A companion for her sin.

Deep beneath the canopy, a silent, lonely tear,
Slivered down her moon-blushed cheek,
She wished that He was near.
Alone she must walk this path, she knew it from the start,
She summoned the powers that be,
And set her rings of arte.

She danced to an Unheard beat which never made a sound,
A painful angered staggered step,
Until she hit the ground.
On her knees she cast her eyes upon the long dead tree,
A Doorway barred and broken,
Alone she held the keys.

She straightened out the keyhole long-forged in fires white,
Entered the key and turned it,
And pushed with all her might.
She entered the chamber of tiles that resides within the tree,
Eyes adjusting to dimness,
Spiral stairs she now can see.

The stairs lead downwards, into the deeply veiled Earth
A place of forgotten dreams,
And temporarily mislaid mirth.
The walls stream with water and iron fills the air,
They whisper of lustful thoughts,
Unfulfilled promises and despair.

As she had expected the second was found there deep within,
Blood-stained wood and tarnish gilt,
Lost memories crashed on in.
Woven knot-grass and garlandry bedecked the Oaken door,
It opened with a labored creek,
She left this world once more.

Therein laid a garden of hidden holiness and decay,
Of forbidden fruit and desire,
And a long forgotten fray.
Beautiful, sweeping racemes of the Laburnum’s golden rain,
Grew with Lilies pure and white,
They spoke of beauty and bane.

Water rested in stagnant pools as well as rushing river,
What lurked beneath the surface,
Set the soul a-quiver.
The Willows wept loudly and the Roses rot under,
The scattered, reclaimed stones,
Of temples torn asunder.

Along the dank banks of the subterranean water,
A pale alabaster hand,
Offered the gift it had brought her.
The key to the final door laid within her grasp,
She gathered her wits about her,
It opened with a rasp.

Widely were flung the heavy ancient doors,
Surprised that she knew this place,
She had been there times before.
Shadows filled her vision, and made her blood run cold,
Something came to great her,
A presence terrifying and old.

A Lady stood before her, beautiful and terrible behold,
Long hair writhed with serpents,
She was The Daughter of the Bones.
“I know why you come here, you heart is as mine,
But walk a careful balance,
Light shines within your eyes”.

“Shelter in my darkness, but oft look to the stars,
Embrace the seething blackness,
A balm soothing for your scars.
You have long journeyed here with passion and desire,
Drink deep my love,
The well awaits to feed unholy fire”.

“Don’t stay too long or often, the well will run dry.
Take a pause to search,
For answers waiting in the light.
But for now I have you, firmly within my grasp,
To whisper arcane secrets,
Hidden knowledge to fuel your arte”.

Poetry – Sarah-Jayne Farrer

Di Inferi – The Gods Below: Of Contact, Dream and Memory

“The end comes… And then drums, drums in the deep…
I wonder what that means… They are coming” – JRR Tolkien

The Indwelling Fire

The drums reverberate through the Land. A steady pulse surges up through the layers of trodden mud and Sun-baked bricks, rising up through the levels of the place where ‘the heavens and the underworld mingle’, and through bare, un-sandaled feet. Felt within the soul. Setting the body a-shudder. The torch’s descent along the darkened passageways and cavernous vaulted halls has been made. The clean clothes have been removed; the fresh scent has no place here. To the accompaniment of rustling feathers, the pit has been filled, the herbs scattered and the wine spilt. The Shadowy Ones have been called forth. Our Ancestors who lay beneath the loam, speak. Speak in vision and dream. Their language cannot be learned, but it is felt. Felt in our bones and in our blood; within our soul. What made them, made us. We are created from the dirt beneath our feet, and we shall return to it. We have done so before, we will do so again. Some patterns were meant to be repeated. Age after age, aeon after aeon, until the end of time itself.

The Gods of the Deep return at times to join with their kin in convocation, to relive the old rites, on the desolate, wind-wracked beaches, deep within dank caverns, at the midnight crossroads, upon the damp disturbed earth; old, forgotten places. It’s a reclaiming of souls that have walked this familiar path before, a chaining to Oaths that were made millennia ago; unfinished business. A reconnection of lost souls, that have been fighting their way back together, perhaps since time began. Memories drift back through the ether; our own lost memories, ancestral memories, memories belonging to others. The blood remembers. The soul never forgets.

When age fell upon the world, and wonder went out of the minds of men; when grey cities reared to smoky skies tall towers grim and ugly, in whose shadow none might dream of the Sun or of Spring’s flowering meads; when learning stripped the Earth of her mantle of beauty and poets sang no more of twisted phantoms seen with bleared and inward looking eyes; when these things had come to pass, and childish hopes had gone forever, there was a man who traveled out of life on a quest into spaces whither the world’s dreams had fled.

Di Inferi

We may find ourselves walking paths we could never have anticipated in our wildest of dreams, and embarking on a journey which requires us to take a long hard look at our preconceptions and beliefs, which are more a result of years of social and religious conditioning than anything else. What may seem blasphemous to some, we will find familiar and right, comforting to a certain extent, as we have been here before; long before the dogma of a monotheistic age took hold of our consciousness. How deep this conditioning runs. Morals and standards of right and wrong, good and evil have been metered by this system for hundreds and hundreds of years. The Shadowy Ones are the driving force behind the antinomian impulses that lead us on the dark alchemical path of evolution towards the within; the pursuit of self-salvation. They are the fierce winds of change that lead us away from the passive acceptance of our social norms, imposed order, inherited misconceptions and conditioning, which can lead to stagnation in our spiritual lives. Tamed and repressed we have become; a slave to our own minds. Here we are longing for harmony and pining for freedom, but freedom always comes at a price. How much are you willing to pay? How far are you willing to travel? How deep can you go? How much work are you willing to put in to see your return come to fruition?

The Divine Madness. The Overshadowing. The Indwellers. The Ensnaring. The Singing of the Muses. Try as we may, we cannot ever attempt to fully describe the feeling we get when standing in the shadow of Those we learn from, when realizations filter down to us that are deeper than our own thoughts, or smack us clear in the face as the case may be. The feeling of knowing that surpasses a gut feeling or even mere intuition – a complete certainty that may be clarified only through ongoing research and study, or by the reports of others who have experienced the same thing (having your UPG shared with another is truly a wonderful thing) – which has entered our consciousness, independently, by other means. Some of these things may never be clarified at all, but after a while a trust is built, the feeling of knowing will be easily distinguishable from idle thoughts and fancies. It comes from somewhere deeper. An opening inward is needed. Inward and beyond. Via Sinistra. Down and deep. Into the dark hidden earth, beneath the raging waves.

Their presence is heralded by certain feelings, this may change from person to person (or contact to contact), and as you journey along your path you’ll come to recognize the distinct emotions, physical feelings, even certain sounds or smells (that have no real way of being there) that They bring when They are around. They are the voices echoing, unrecognizable and indistinguishable, on the edges of sleep. They appear in fleeting, earthless moments, as hungry ghosts and specters, and move as They once did, with agendas of their own, on old familiar ground, in and out of time. Is it the pulse of the present, or the cold scroll of Time recoiling in on itself, that causes the dead years to once again obtain a voice?

Of the name and abode of this man little is written, for they were of the waking world only; yet it is said that both were obscure. It is enough to say that he dwelt in a city of high walls where sterile twilight reigned, that he toiled all day among shadow and turmoil, coming home at evening to a room whose one window opened not to open fields and groves, but on to a dim court where other windows stared in dull despair. From that casement one might see only walls and windows, except sometimes when one leaned so far out and peered at the small stars that passed. And because mere walls and windows must soon drive a man to madness who dreams and reads much, the dweller in that room used night after night to lean out and peer aloft to glimpse some fragment of things beyond the waking world and the tall cities.

Via Sinistra

Contact doesn’t have to be passed along, or inherited in unbroken lines of tradition, physical interaction is not always needed. We all know that whatever we do, esoterically, sends out unseen ripples for unseen eyes. Those ripples run swift in widening darkened rings, as if over gooseflesh waters, to where They wait and watch for recognizable tremors; though the drowned stones lie still. If you have been ensnared by Them before, They will remember. You stand out like a bright beacon in the gloom; something for Them to set their bearings by. Their memory is eternal, and can be traced back to a time before time, They were part of the primordial soup from which we arose. Only part, as a balance must always be struck. The quick and the dead move in, their shapes flicker in the shadows, their voices that throng the mind sing now at a maddening pitch; there are times when the mundane world seems to have no substance and They are most tangible. Lost in a reverie and pulled into waking dream, we wander in a half-trance. Lost. Or maybe finally found again.

Some of us will assign a deity to Them in order to make head or tail of the situations we find ourselves in, especially if they talk in certain symbols. Many of you that have read my previous blog, or know me personally, will know that I am a Polytheist. Perhaps not as hard a one as I used to be, and I’ve always been pretty soft around the edges, but a Polytheist none-the-less even though my understanding of ‘deity’ has drastically changed. As Peter J Carroll observed, “It is man who creates gods not vice versa”. I have reassessed my personal beliefs, and have stepped outside of my comfort zone in order to grow; to trace (or perhaps retrace) a path that has opened up in front of me. I have set out on a journey which seems to have been waiting for me as long as I can remember. A pull here. A nudge there. A reopening of old links. A reconnection. Descending into the heart of Darkness to where ancient knowledge and enlightenment lay, to carve away the layers of my Self and release the Divine Spark within, which mankind has ceased to remember. Fueled by my hopes and desires, and by dancing through dreams in which flitter the deepest of visions. I am deliciously entranced by its choreography, which weaves and wefts its way on its lunar current. It makes my heart race. I am excited by it. I am scared by it.

After years he began to call the slow sailing stars by name, and to follow them in fancy when they glided regretfully out of sight; till at length his vision opened to many secret vistas whose existence no common eye suspected. And one night a mighty gulf was bridged, and the dream haunted skies swelled down to the lonely watcher’s window to merge with the close air of his room and to make him a part of their fabulous wonder. There came to that room wild streams of violet midnight glittering with dust of gold, vortices of dust and fire, swirling out of the ultimate spaces and heavy perfumes from beyond the worlds. Opiate oceans poured there, litten by suns that the eye may never behold and having in their whirlpools strange dolphins and sea-nymphs of unrememberable depths. Noiseless infinity eddied around the dreamer and wafted him away without touching the body that leaned stiffly from the lonely window; and for days not counted in men’s calendars the tides of far spheres that bore him gently to join the course of other cycles that tenderly left him sleeping on a green sunrise shore; a green shore fragrant with lotus blossoms and starred by red camalotes.


Text – Sarah-Jayne Farrer

“The Indwelling Fire” & “Di Inferi” © Matt Baldwin-Ives (http://milescross.co.uk/)

“Via Sinistra” © Sarah-Jayne Farrer

Excerpts throughout – Azathoth by H.P. Lovecraft

At Midnight My Mirror Sighs

At Midnight My Mirror Sighs

At midnight, my mirror sighs.
It echoes down the dusty hall.
A tired sound, crawling along
distempered, worn out walls.
Replacing broken chimes
From frozen clocks with rusty hands,
I hear time called but once a day
It tells my aging mortal frame
My line of fate unravels in frayed
and fading strands.

(Image & Words: Matt Baldwin-Ives)

The Dance of Madness

Ivy WreathedUpon the ridge they waited, looking out over the patchwork of hills and fields, the trees bending and swaying in the mighty gusts that surged up from the lower levels, threatening to pluck them from their perch. The tumultuous clouds billowed, full and heavy, as the rolling thunder resounded over the landscape; the roaring winds joining the wailful choir, shaking them to their core. A lonely church stood against the twilight, a long forgotten sanctuary that had not taken kindly to the test of time, now trembled beneath the lightning lacerated skies, its mossed brickwork, ivy-wreathed and crumbling. From canopy to forest floor, and within the oaken green atop the ridge high above the hills, dripped the damp and mossy scent of dirt. The cavalcade of deep russet, bronzed and golden dervishes had passed as the land was embraced by the chill of encroaching darkness, but still the scents of old leaf and bark were snatched up and carried on the tempest; fungoid and earthy, bitten by frosts.

The Sun’s setting had thrown innumerable shadows across the old stones, reaching out from the Oakwood, where the two stood hand in hand. Resinous tendrils of smoke curled and danced from their fire to the lichen-rich branches, devoid of leaves; a dusky incense hanging on the boughs, mimicking the morning mists and night-time fogs that rose around these parts. It cloaked the land in an Otherworldly hush, only broken by the snapping of twigs and crunching of fallen leaves under foot; once the storms had hurled through, with a Berserker’s fury, on their way to pastures afar. Electrifying the air. They watched in anticipation and trepidation as this new storm approached, it was different from the others. Their thumping hearts beat in their ears, quickened blood pulsed through their veins, words escaped them, wide eyes locked onto what was unfolding before them. Still their hands remain firmly grasped in each others’ as they stood their ground. As the clouds parted and the veil slipped away, there was a terrifying, awe-inspiring sight. Maddened women; shrieking wraiths, clothed in diaphanous chiton, serpents writhing about them, and those with shaggy thighs and hooves of goat. And while dancing the dance of madness alongside the god of ecstasy and terror, of wildness and most blessed deliverance, wreathed in vine, their thyrsus were raised high and the bottomless kantharos passed from outstretched hand to outstretched hand. The scepter and the orb. He is King here.

Maenad: Awake but DreamingThe lusty, iron-tinged aroma of the kill assaulted them as the winds surged relentlessly. The scent of sex and death, the smell of Him, surrounded them, infusing them, calling to them. Their hands clasped tighter, hearts stopping momentarily, as Boreas swirled furiously around them; seizing them and hauling them, windswept and awestruck, into the embrace of the raving company. Careening and howling through the air, the winds of time and change whistled around them as they were broken down and fiercely torn asunder. The sweet taste of wine fell upon their lips, eyes rolling, heads thrown back. Tears. Tears and wine. Tears, wine, madness and ecstasy. He battered the debris away, striking down the nagging doubts, culling the old and making way for something else. But what? And where shall we tread the dance, tossing our white heads in the frenzied dances of the god? Through life’s storms and through our dreams and into the Unknown.

His power resides in the stench of burnt Oak and Pine, in the scent of the Fir and Fig, in the forgotten wild places, where blood falls upon old stone. His horns curl like the bare branches of Winter trees. He is the thunderous breaking of a Mother’s waters, the perfection of labour, the cracking of a new egg. He is life. Preservation. You can find Him in the heart-stopping passion of a lover’s kiss, in their sensual touch, when bodies and souls entangle. In envy, desire and lust, jealousy, anger and rage, passion, hunger and fear. It is Him who watches from the shadow, His gaze burning into your soul. His power is found in His blood that flows to nourish, to rejuvenate, to fertilise; the catalyst for that embryonic spark. It is found in the flowing wine and the breaking of bread. Blood on bread. He is also Death. The mists that churn upon hallowed ground where the dead lie. The freshly turned earth of a fresh dug grave. He is both life and death, and that place in between. He is a mantic god, closely linked with oracular vision and rules over Delphi during the Winter months, His power resides in vision and He bestows enthusiasmos upon his beloved seers. He is the grasped hands of true friendship, a warm embrace. He can be very loving (stiflingly so) but He can be cruel and harsh. He is ecstasy, that primal fire that burns and consumes. Two-horned, two-natured, thrice-born He inspires the divine madness. He pushes and pulls. He lurks in the smell of musty books, the glint in the artist’s eye, in the scratch of graphite on paper. He is the spirit of raw creativity that drives our art and our Arte. There is a complexity to Him, many layers that over time He may reveal. There is a sophistication in His wildness. He is the guide, the liberator, the teacher, the messenger, the challenger, the gatekeeper, the key, the subterranean one, the healer, the destroyer, he of the black goatskin, the magician, he who causes stumbling, my savior…

The Sacrificed God

As the cataclysm of wind, hale, rain and cracking thunder tore through the night, the ekstasis reached its peak in a clashing of horn, hoof and bare hand, fueled by a primal rage. The dance had become a frenzy. Tearing. Ripping. In a cacophony of tambourine, ebony flute, ecstatic scream, and tempestuous weather, a piercing was made. The blood of the ever-dying, ever-living god had been spilt; and howling He leant against His staff. The wound was deep, fatally so, and His knees were failing Him. Amid the violence and catastrophic noise, He gathered them close and a whisper was heard. Soft and gentle. A whisper filled with tenderness, and His age-old promise of rendering them anew as the dawn of a new day breaks. He stains their foreheads with His blood and the kantharos is raised one last time. He shall come again, He is after all ‘the god that comes’, but in that he is also the god that leaves. So now to rest, and in the bassaris pulled around his shoulder, lays their promise. The two kneel, sanctified in Him and shall forge on; and the dance continues. They have each other. As The Mother embraces Him, tears are shed, visions blacken and they fall…

…As the Sun rose over the distant hills, they awoke shivering at the foot of their forked staff, a fire rekindled within. A purpose renewed. And as they drained their cup to its bitter dregs, their hands are still intertwined.

Text – Sarah-Jayne Farrer

“Ivy Wreathed” © Matt Baldwin-Ives & Sarah-Jayne Farrer

“Maenad: Awake but Dreaming” © Sarah-Jayne Farrer

“The Sacrificed God” © Matt Baldwin-Ives (www.milescross.co.uk)

Original sculpture for “The Sacrificed God” was created by Chris Goodwin

 

The Darkened Jewels of the Sunless Sea: Waters Under The Earth

“Collect the blood of Kingu from the great old sea,
And arrogate the primeval waters.
Inside your veins the power of the demon flow,
Have you ever searched for your descent?”
The Blood of Kingu – Therion

Deep within the subterranean labyrinth of tunnels and waterways, the atmosphere oppressive and heavy, she squats beside the fire pit, warming her chilled flesh as she waits. A scarlet shawl her only protection, darkened jewels and pearls at her neck. The air is filled with the musty aroma of death and decay, mingled with the rich, earthy scent of iron. Her moon-blood flows this night. The roots of The Tree of Death grow overhead, clinging to the walls of the cavern – Writhing, entangled and serpentine.

She watches as the flames leap and flicker, casting dancing patterns across the dank, moist walls. The fire spits and sizzles as she throws a handful of dust into the heart of it, sending the flames skyward as a heady perfume fills the chamber. She narrows her eyes against the smoke of the precisely portioned, sacred but poisonous wood as it curls around her, and strikes the Earth Beneath The Earth three times hard with her staff, curled and twisted; the sound reverberating across the cavernous space. Some say she is a Priestess, a guardian of the deep, dark, Forgotten Gates, others say a Seeress or an Oracle, some say she is a half- mad feral woman; a black-eyed Witch, with a heart even blacker. Still some have names for what she is, and for what she does, that dare not be uttered.

I’m a West London girl, born and raised, and there are many things I love about my home town. More often than not it’s those special places you wander across after straying off the beaten path. London is filled with hidden gems if you know where to look, or have a few spare hours to just meander through the streets, alleyways, gardens, peaking through hedgerows. It’s what hides under London that has always fascinated me the most, as beneath its skin of cement, stone and earth, lay chambers, crypts and tunnels, underground rivers, springs, caverns and labyrinthine passageways. Secret places beneath the city that will never see the light of day.

When anyone asks what River flows through London, most people can name only one – The Thames. A few might mention the Lea, the Fleet or the Effra, but what most people don’t realize is there are over twenty subterranean waterways flowing below the city’s streets. These rivers and streams once flowed openly through field and valley, winding their way through the many villages that now make up Greater London, which have now been culverted to run along pipes and sewers. They are buried deep beneath, but they are still very much alive; they are London’s nervous system. The Underworld influences life on the surface, and merges past and present with a continuous embrace.

Some of these waterways are but a shade of what they used to be, some bubble to the surface here and there, and some gush and course forever unseen below our feet. Down beneath the clay, within the water, the Old Things dwell still; the Spirits of these waterways are forgotten and hungry.

The hair rises over her body, her skin tingling, as she feels those familiar eyes upon her. Old eyes. Eyes that stare from the unfathomable watery chasm beneath the earth, from whence the primordial waters flow, piercing to her very core. Eyes you cannot hide from once you have revealed yourself. The air thickens still, murmuring is heard, and dark figures meander in her peripheral vision. Swiftly flickering. Entrancing. Beckoning.

She waits. She listens. She watches for the signals. For the right time. She is part of them, and yet alone she stands, the air growing colder. It is an intense time, and she is in danger of losing herself, but still she waits until she is fully in control as the smoke swirls furiously, ever closer, around her. Her body undulates to the buzzing in her head, and in reaching it’s crescendo it dictates the precise moment for her to plunge her crooked staff into the waters. And there it stands, within her underground mirror pool. The mirror that reflects the Shadow. She recites Unknown words across the stillness, her voice nothing more than a croon, opening the Watery Gates to the Night Side; not that those gates are ever fully closed to her. And as the woman becomes conjoined with the shadow itself, she gazes into the obsidian blackness of the Waters Under The Earth, stretching out before her.

William Bedwell in writing of springs in 1613, mentions a Holy spring ‘which ariseth out of the bottom of a cellar of a fayre house situated upon the side of a high hill, a parte of that on which the great wood is seated, of this spring is that part of this hill named “Mossy-Hill” ‘. Mossy-Hill is of course Muswell Hill in North London, and the ‘great wood’ is Highgate Woods (which were once part of the ancient Forest of Middlesex which covered much of London, Essex and Hertfordshire).

In the sixteenth century Nordon gives an account which says ‘There was a chapel sometime bearing the name of our lady of Muswell’. This chapel was built by nuns on land owned by the Bishop of London, who was at the time the Lord of the Manor of Haringey, and had been granted 65 acres. In another report he states: ‘There was sometimes an image of the Lady of Muswell in the water resulting to a pilgrimage to the water for a cure, which people believed a King of the Scots who being strangely diseased was advised to take the water of a well in England named Muswell. This was found and performed the cure’. The area then became a popular place for healing in Medieval times.

The ‘burying’ and culverting of the Moselle, started back in 1836 and has since been driven underground completely through Haringey and only surfaces now at Tottenham Cemetery. The atmosphere upon the bridge that crosses these waters is not exactly comfortable. The trees growing alongside the Moselle block out the Sun and even on a clear, sunny day it seems perpetual twilight upon this bridge. One of the first things you notice when approaching the river is the smell; a pungent aroma of decay assaults your nostrils.

Standing beneath this canopy you can find it hard to believe that this river was ever used for healing or that it stems from a holy spring deep beneath Muswell Hill. Rivers, springs and streams (subterranean or no) are inhabited by Spirits that act as intermediaries between the mundane world and that beyond; the Otherworlds and Underworlds that litter myth and legend all over the world. The Moselle now barely resembles a river at all, snaking its way through consecrated and unconsecrated ground alike, the only company these old Spirits have are the dead of the cemetery it cleaves in two.

Casting her eyes over her staff, following the reflection down. Down and deep. As she raises the Cup of Abominations aloft, and whilst supping deep, she rubs the required red fluid into the once white wood of what was a branch from a lightning blasted tree. They pull. She falls. Down and deep and under, into the abyss beyond.

Not lost but freed, for she has embraced her shadows and knows what waits in the aquatic gloom, at the centre of every crossroad, where the sea laps upon the sand in the night, within the ebony depths of the hidden earth, upon the bridge of nowhere and no place, at a time that is not a time, in a season without name; the places of deepest dreaming, far memory, future past and searing vision.

One cannot help but think of the River Styx, or any other river that separates the Land of the Living from the Land of the Dead. Upon its banks, a solitary cawing crow as company, the river seems more like the river Cocytus; The River of Lamentation, where the unburied are said to wander for a hundred years. It had been a very long time since these Spirits have been remembered, let alone had offerings and petitions cast upon their currents. A lone Witch approached these waters with reverence, and a need. ‘Her feet go down to death and her steps lead into Hades’ (Prov. v. 5), and from there we descend into Tartarus; the deepest recessed of Hades reserved for the damned souls of the vilest evildoers. Where we meet with Tantalus, forever reaching for fruit that is eternally just beyond his grasp, within water which recedes as he tries to drink.

But things don’t have to be this way, for the Witch knows we don’t have to be slaves to Fate; when the stars, winds and tides are just right we can work, weave and forge our will to fulfill our desires and the destiny we carve out for ourselves through true grit and determination.

The waterways course and bubble through the tunnels at the roots of The Tree of Death which spring from deep within the earth. A ‘primordial ocean’ features in stories throughout the ancient world, especially creation myths, out of which they state the Gods and man arose. This water is home to the Great Serpent, She who owns the night, She who swallows all the water. She is Leviathan, the ancient chaos who lives in the meandrous labyrinths of the waters deep below the earth.

Here, deep within, one may find the darkened jewels, which lurk within the hidden places. The greasy, tainted water must be skimmed, crumbling rocks upturned, and then polished to see if they shine. Delving into Her black waters, with Her permission and aid, one may find themselves a step closer to the fountains of the deep – The elixir of life. The Philosopher’s Stone. Passion. Sin. Our darkest desires. Forbidden wisdom.

“Where Alph, the sacred river, ran
Through caverns measureless to man
Down to a sunless sea.”
Kubla Khan – Samuel Taylor Coleridge

Text – Sarah-Jayne Farrer

“Gateway to Hell” and “The Tree Of Death” © Sarah-Jayne Farrer & Matt Baldwin-Ives

“Transcendence” © Emma Green & Matt Baldwin-Ives

“Tartarus” © Matt Baldwin-Ives (www.milescross.co.uk)

“Love is Blind” © Original art by Sarah-Jayne Farrer, digital manipulations by Matt Baldwin-Ives